love and sex and trauma


drunk pretty girls
the questions we don't ask them.

the race to love
I didn't win.

the wrong impression
I wanted to smell like sex.

seven minutes of sex
the first time.

the bagel store
I used my fingers.


what work heals you?
and what hurt you, first?

let boys cry
and if we did.

the ice cream or the penis
which came first?

valentine's day
with a side of gaslighting.

when the work stops
is when it starts.


the unforgivable.

happy one year, lover.

brainwash + choco milk.

what I do not owe you
I was 16, you were 20.